Suicide (Revision)

Dark images cloud my head

All I see is black and gray swirls everywhere

Demonic voices run through my head

How can I make it stop?

Jump!! Jump!! the voices say

Should I jump or save the soul that’s in me.

Colorful flowers turn a pale shade of gray

The sky which was once a bright blue color

Turns into a brown cemented color.

I close my eyes and feel a hot breath  pressed against my neck

A cold chilled air hits my skin

Goosebumps draws down my arms

Beaded sweat trickles down my forehead.

I can not take this no more .

I must follow these voices in my head that tells me to jump

I count backwards to ten

10, 9, 8…..

As I draw closer to the edge

7,6,5,4…

The pavement turns bloody red

Red splatter all through the cars on the sidewalk

I have relenquish my soul into the darkness

God please  have mercy on me.